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read my profile sign my guestbook  Name: Christina Location: United States Birthday: 12/4/1989 Gender: Female Interests: Becoming thin! Losing weight! Showing everyone that I can and will look hott this summer. Supporting others in their weight loss goals. Becoming the girl I want to be. Message: message me Member Since: 2/15/2006 |
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Alright... I am so disappointed in myself. I am fat and I have lovehandles. I am back to square one. Tomorrow I am eating a ton of shit because we are having all of these food parties at my school and shit. The day after that, Friday...I am starting either a fast or 600 calorie intake. I can't decide. I have a major problem with over eating. I can either not eat at all or eat a ton. I hate it, but that's just a habit I have. Support would be greatly appreciated, even though I don't deserve it at all. I am disgusting. Guys probably look at me and are like...Oh my god. She has let herself go...look how fat she is. Damn, I say the same thing about myself 148 pounds. GREAT. I am literally depressed about the whole thing. All I do is grab my fat rolls. My Summer starts next Thursday. I will look huge so I am planning on not eating anything Tuesday or Wednesday so I look slimmer on Thursday. Anyway, I'm off to comment. <33 Christina | |
So I have lived since my terrible binge. I feel Huge. It's all my fault though. Then I ate a huge lunch today. I am up to 680 calories right now. I'm going to try not to eat for the rest of the day. If anything it will be one bowl of oatmeal. 120 calories. Putting me exactly at 800. I don't know whats wrong with me. I don't want to look fat. I felt so amazing last weekend and I only lost 3 pounds. I just have to remember that. I'm thinking about fasting too. Maybe I should do one of those again. Last time I did it, I lost 9 pounds in the four days I didn't eat and I didn't exercise. I got down to 139. I also need to buy a new scale. | |
HUGEST BINGE EVER. I am so stupid. I really think I gained five pounds. New rule: 700 calories max per day for the rest of the week. No candy. No pop. No milk other than with cereal. Tomorrows food plan: oatmeal and apples. DAMNIT. | |
I will look and feel huge tomorrow. I will regret this for the next two weeks. Please comment, I feel like I'm falling into a blackhole. I'm going to bed. Overate last night. I think I had 2000 calories. EEK! Not good at all. But a ton of it was salt and so that made my weight look really high today. *Edit* Ex Ran 3 miles - 340 | |
My scale said 144 this morning? I am not that worried since it is probably because I've gained muscle from running or something. Or it is water weight. I didn't do anything over my diet plan yesterday so I'm not upset. My scale broke though = ( . I think it is impossible to be 141 by sunday so 142 would be nice! Anyway, I need to hit the treadmill. I'll update later, it's a busy day. Have a good day everyone! Stay Strong! | |
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